Mind Unstable

i love her i love her why is so i was sad that day thats why i was thinking i am not in true love but i am fucking human being who diverts his mind now i am saying i can't live without her she is meaning to my worthless life . when i am in calm mind i realize that i truly love her in anger a person can say anything but now today date 24/4/11 at 9.26 pm says that i can't live without "shreya" she is my world . Proud to love her sometimes .....today was the last day of art of living it was awesome i had written on the paper which they gave us that what u wanted to achieve from here did u got that . i had written " hope i would be able to bring change in me " and one day i will too be a good person ..... today betting on cochi an they did poor first inning hope they do better in second inning ... now will watch match after that an unstable and irritated uncomfortable sleep .......