Nothing great to do now . At 4 pm its a art of living class i have 3 hours free to do nothing just playing with my keyboard and trying to write something logical . its too tough to open those big big books i can't even dare to touch i am following the funda that " don't put your hand in the work which you can't do " . I think some drugs has been stuffed in my books as i open them my head starts paining why the fuck it happens to me only i don't know . i want to study but i don't want to open my books as drugs are stuffed in it and my head starts paining after doing that dare devil act . hope one day i will be able to tackle this big big problem . i have such great dreams that if anyone will hear they will say one day u will get richer then bill gates and Microsoft will be yours . Such a great plan i have means plans like which could be never achieved by me in Hindi we say it " saala khayali pulao pakka rha hae behn****" . its not like that i am not working hard it just i am not working in right direction and hence i am not giving my fucking 100 percent .