Boom finally got break up with shreya , I would have accepted her if she would have told me in beginning that she had so many X's and she was physical with them . But she disclosed the secret day before yesterday so it was unjust of her and knowing she is not doing good activity she added more to the list of her good activity's like donating her number , chatting with lots of guys , showing off and many things . I finally got break up i am happy with it I don't want much , feeling really bad but what to do you have to be sad sometimes to get happiness its the rule . And some rules related to the reflection of life too stands means the way you do is the way you get . I feel I have done things right to my extent so I am satisfied with it . May get any new g.f sooner or later I don' t care really now I don't fear opening books . When you are sad you don't fear anything so Being sad has helped me lot in my studies I am able to concentrate now its good I feel .