Its too hard to study . Fuck When I open my books i feel really sleepy as any drug is stuffed in it. Days are never going satisfying failure and dis comfort from many fields . Seeing other so serious about studies make me more tensed as I get to know that i lye no where in comparison to them . I always think to study but don't know why my thinking is not that enough and hence I am unable to study . Today will enjoy Sunday hoping Tomorrow or from Today night I will Start Studying . I have such great fucking big big dreams but i am unable to work hard or cunningly for that dream . I have no tension I feel sometimes as I never study . Only Place I study is in tuition but its not enough I too know. I will be needing to find the solution to my problem soon . As next month Schools will be Re-Opening .....