Sadness never last longs sooner or later you forget everything and start reacting normal again , after yesterdays sadness I am recovered now hate sharing to the people whom i meet daily talk daily and they know me by face . That's why yesterday I just messaged my sorrow to one friend of mine whom i have never seen but she holds great importance to me her name is Anishka . We are friends from more than 6 months she knows everything about me but we have never met she says that we are just message friend and we can chat via cell only we can never meet . I too have agreed by her sayings her message came first to me i didn't messaged her .. But I like talking to her . Yesterday I just messaged what I was feeling to her . Her reply didn't came till I was awake in morning I saw her reply . she had messaged me on 11.45 pm till that time i had gone to sleep . When i got wake I felt everything was normal I was not sad . Its just a moment when You need someone to share but after words when you didn't get no one to share you don't get much affected means you could tackle and handle your own self by yourself . I now a days share nothing with shreya too as she had leak some sayings of mine in past . Now I really hate sharing to her , yesterday too I found anishka whom i have never saw more dependable than shreya . Now everything is normal in anger today i Broke my friends bat while playing cricket. I will try to stick to the rules which i had made . I am finding no interest in the girls around me , i never understand them neither they did anushri too is not of my kind I felt, will get something better in future hope or would be satisfied with anyone . Now dreams are be given first priority by my side as i have fucked my one holy year .....

nothing is hard and nothing is easy

The only thing to forget sorrow is being busy

You are the only one and everyone is harsh

Depending on anyone is like going inside a marsh

Its better to be devil because saint never get gold

I am working on my self so i could get more bold

No one can ease our pain its so disgusting

How hards we think the more is easy is forgetting