what to say sometimes you don't know the reason why you are sad but you go sad . same is with me i am such an ass that i have quited studying in home today i was saying that i will study chemistry but fuck i did not even touched my book . love has badly struck-ed me out that i am unable to do anything rather than falling in her memories or missing her or means everything think is i think about her my heart and mind is mine but 8o percent it comes in use only for her . means she she she she she she she and only she is going through my mind . she should understand that and accordingly she should act . luck has failed me after i got fail in 11 th class only good thing happening to me is that she is with me . i am suffering from nothing and that nothing is creating problem to me . will get little busy from tomorrow as tuitions will be starting than i would not be tensed from the thing which i call " nothing " because i will be tensed because of pressure of studies biggest pressure . dad has done a constant hard work for me since i was baby . i am still in return doing nothing he is spending so much on me because of me he wants no profit in return . he just want that i should have great future but me a mother fucker doing no great to him . my mood is completely off today . my heart is feeling heavy . :( ...... what happened today that me not feeling well i too don't know i only know that i am feeling bad . she is saying sorry and sorry again i don't know why she is saying that what is her fault ....
but trying to listen some songs hope they would be able to give me some relaxation sort of thing .... :)
after talking to her energy back to good extent feeling charged up . i love her so much and she says she loves me more .....
now will give my little efforts and 20 percent left mind to studies .....
had to make dad proud ......
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