Yesterday was nice don't know why . everything was not perfect but then too I was enjoying accepting it . Again I lost in betting yesterday it was getting usual for me . Due to bad weather i didn't go to tuition and hence didn't took the number of sristy . Made a awesome new friend Anushri see never lets me feel bore . She is sort of interesting . Yesterday we were talking on nice topic that girls to get excite or only boys have it in them . She answered so logically I was stunned that any girl too could think so much high . She was really funny and interesting . Not met Shreya yesterday I think we will meet less now as her grand mother came to her house . Today I have no plans rather than sleeping , roaming and watching movies . Will think to do something unique in noon when i will have no work means completely free . I am bored of everything now so will try new new things from now will try to do some unique drawing from today . Vacations has been given from all coaching center so there is no coaching from today till vacation ends . So I have full time to waste as I don't know how to utilize the time I will waste it either . Finding everything difficult these days unable to concentrate in anything . My ANYTHING only includes only and only STUDIES . I am unable to keep myself happy Don't know why is it show which thing is being sticked in my ass and stooping me to get satisfaction . I have fucked my life nothing can ease my pain here so will try to be in my self from now . Self realization and self satisfaction is more important virtue in this world .