Heart beating with good rate as from tomorrow school is starting , I want a smooth start nothing hard and rough i want basically . I have to control myself there or else i'l beat someone or may be beaten up . No one wished me luck from their side for tomorrow's day as it will be tough day for me . Hope I'l be able to gain something from tomorrow . Had met shreya at home today as she came home today what we would have done in a empty house it may be easy to guess . Today was fine not that bad not that good . I was on the floor I was not flying i should say basically . Saw akshu too it was good she was looking good won't be able to meet her frequently as schools are starting .

Its so confusing I am unable to understand myself better what i want is the biggest confusion and doubt in my life . Its tough to walk and walk every time when you don't know the direction .

Really feeling what right now I too don't know , I only know that tomorrow will be new and I will learn something more than nothing . Its tough to laugh and smile when you don't know how to react .

Path is a full of crosses thing i really should do is watch and watch and do nothing as doing nothing is a better option .