Just getting up from typhoid not fully recover but now in condition of doing work , and in condition of thinking and writing rubbish . These days where better than usual's I realized a little that what I want the most and I realized that Too that I am not giving a shit to it . All the wastage thoughts about girls and lust i am trying to wash , trying to come out from my world of fantasy. Shreya is fine so is akshu and so is anshu everyone realized for them what is fucking important that is their future but me fucking with my imagination and my fucking dreams . Thought about party tomorrow it just got spoiled as no one is free to go with me tomorrow or no one is so intact with me . I need to learn the virtue of studies me messing with my self i feel sometimes ..

The thing is never the thing its just something

That something hold importance more than everything

We Take that something as granted or we don't cherish it

Sometimes we cry in future or get disguise and get a shit

You yourself can see things better

As you can see with your eyes better than they see the letter

Its just about working hard sometimes and getting that something

Or sometimes its about getting everything but not that something

Sometimes that little Smile is everything for you

Sometimes that thing has great importance you know but you blew

The thing you want sometimes is that someone only or that thing

For someone that someone is important and for someone that thing