School is filled with same kind of People like me no differentiation . They do loads of fun and disturbance with a pinch of study . Its like fine with me , but just I am unable to do that self study its getting tough for me . Every time i sit for studying my mind starts flowing with wind where I too don't know . Its not the positive sign I know but what else I could do better than doing nothing . I am getting so much tired and feel sleepy as I do loads of hard work in doing nothing.

Today Is new day in school expecting it to be good from heart lets see now . The story from the love side is that I am again getting emotionless and I don't get affected by love or hate so its helping me to get neutral from all direction . Yesterday night I was feeling like crying don't know why but tears where not coming out,then after that I realized that all my emotions got burned so How can I laugh or cry in true sense ......