Study Study study ... The only thing which can pay me now is study , the way dad told me about reality I am fucking scared about my future . I realized that I am getting dissolved in the pit of shit made only for me . I have to start concentrating over my studies if I have To achieve what I have made it in my mind . No one has problem with anyone means no one thinks so much about others and try to dissolved over others situation . Everyone try to be in their own situation and everyone knows that they have to think about themselves . As If they will not concentrate over themselves they will get fucked . I too need to wake from my fucking dream or else it will be too late . Told shreya everything what I want from this life she agreed to help me and ease me forever . I really love her so so much but I don't realize I try to lie from my self that I hate shreya and I can be without her but its not possible in dreams too . Now Main Aim is to study and get good college after studying this last year in school means twelfth very nicely . I need to give little labor Really If I wanna achieve what I wanna achieve .