Things are so round and round and round . These days I am not going schools unable to think that i am enjoying it or hating it . These fucking so heavy books are not that tough when someone teaches but its boring when you try to learn by your own . By my speed of studying no one has expectations from me , they just think if this guy get pass it would be enough for him nothing more great he can achieve . Yesterday A piece of cigarette was lying outside my house , who smoked and thrown I don't know . But dad Was questioning me and having doubts that did I smoke or what . I felt so broken what to say means I never ever liked cigarette in my life but dad was having doubt on me , not anyone else my dad was having doubt . Its good when you move your life with zero expectations by others side , as when you fall no one gets hurt except you as you know you are gonna fall one day or another . I am just running without fuel this life means I am using some another source of slow energy instead of fuel to run this wheels and heavy Tyre's . When school will start? its a question half of June has been passed siting in home Mom dad feel like that I am just waste With no outcome . I will give another try to study my books rather than Just studying in Tuition's , I know self study is important but I am unable to do it .

One day will come with lots of shine in this life with loads of brightness when I'l be able to laugh hard and will be able to run and run laughing and shouting because of my victory as I would have got my holy satisfaction . Then one girl will come in my path. I'l kiss her and she too in back , She will try to tear my shirt apart and scratch my head my hair but I'l bring her in control . We will after kissing will just walk in hand in hand in that bright morning full of happiness Just me adoring the world and she adoring just me . No question She will be asking neither I would have one we will just watch each other and may walk till the end of that beautiful day .....

One day will come , One day will come ..