Feeling so better after getting slapped ...... :/ ....... Shreya came to me what I was thinking what happened . I surely deserved the treatment and I got . Its not enough for what I did to her . I surely needed a treatment I got that yeah feeling so nice na what to say . Got punishment for all my bad deeds . Till the day I was born no one touched me except my mother . Today something new happened .. little sad little happy ..

One surprising news I have after that slap We had patch up . Now don't know what I did but I think it was right Because she was the first when I had nothing she was my first g.f and is I can say from my side ...

today I gone to railway track with friends it was so silent place best place for couples little risk of police but great empty place todays best part was the fun in that place how close i was from running train I can't say ..

Thinking My mind and heart is been fucked so harshly ... Tomorrow will be new morning everything will be new hope I will recover soon ... Feeling very bad little sad but what to do can't die hate to not cherish this beautiful life will go to that place again with any special person again I am in love with that Lovely place So silent and calm

atmosphere ..

Hope today I will sleep tight ..