Just coming from ground after playing cricket . I love this game really sometimes I like loosing too in this game i play fine cricket but my friend rishabh plays this game in another level . yesterday i had well slept today had an energetic morning . Got those slaps which i deserved really , got that fun in evening which i deserved really , got that place where i can take my g.f's for spending some time including my permanent g.f shreya . Anshu is a bitch and ass she want time pass and i too . For that girl I was trying to cheat my precious one but for cheating I got reward too and I was feeling really good . It was great feeling that i got what I deserved really . When I was angry I was unable to see things but after opening eye I realized that what was real and what was not . When I am depressed to the level I talk to reshu she is my good friend don't worry guys she is committed and hence i can't make her my g.f . yesterday I was talking to her in front of shriti . hope the parch up we did after one day break up Last forever and I be loyal to her . Told her frankly that I will be making many g.f but will marry you only and also told that she is free to do anything she feels like doing .

I do what I too don't know

What to with my fucking life

Its too difficult to understand and know

I am just trying to cut my heart with help of knife

I am feeling so much uneasy

Everything I do I can never Undo

Why I too can't take thing easy and be busy

I don't know what is happening and what to do

I dream sometimes that everything is easy

but when I wake up they are just a dream

Its too hard to see everything as they are when you crazy

Need to wash up my eyes because dream is just a dream