today was not a mess as other days it was like usual very much usual i was not happy not sad too . got little faith back for betting today playing on Deccan chargers as shreya hate KKR . her best friend tanya has came to her home she told me . i love to see her happy and she is happy now i feel tanya should come everyday so my humming bird remains happy always . i am thinking to do some creative this vacation . my fucking problem is that i think more never be calm . i would try to be calm it would be a great noble and creative work from my point . today too not spent time with friends just spent few minutes then came back home thanks to god he has made me busy . today tuitions were awesome and i didn't get bored it was great achievement for me . i have been thinking of studies this days why is so i too don't know but this change in me makes me feel good . i will not regret of getting less marks this time because i don't give a shit to them i am just enjoying studies its fun . now i don't feel scared touching books i even feel good sometimes . i just want nothing big these days i just want satisfaction and want some peoples happy (some= mom+dad+shreya)
i want to see them happy because of me their sadness i can't bear . i am liking twist and turns because without this i feel my life would be half ..... will sleep tight today even i loose todays match because i don't really care and i am not watching the match too ... just playing for fun ..
i forget to tell today met shriti went to shopping a sec with her is a worth more than an hour doing something else . her sound her touch her smile i love everything of her i would do anything for her she is to me important more than any other good things which could make me feel good ...... <3
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