Realization is Important

ahem ahem today was nice as usual . after getting fail i feel i take everything usual i don't want to get affected from inside i am feeling that ya i wasted one year but then too i feel that after getting fail i would able to learn more and more . i was left with no money today but i needed to give the money which i lost in yesterdays match . so i brooked my piggy bank .... :/ ..... i am not valuing the things around me my biggest problem . money counts for nothing these days for me . i need to learn its importance . after going to coaching's constantly these days i learned that i am a zero in front of those stars they were working so hard and so fast i was like got the vision that i am giving nothing to study in comparison to them . A change came to mind that i will study and have to study are both different thing and now i have to study to survive among them and have to make those three beautiful peoples proud and happy ....

Dad's name came today in paper for the first time i was feeling so proud his name came usually in papers but don't know why this time it was different and i was feeling really proud of him he is my hero .....

today met that beautiful girl again she is like life to me i never get tired to say her i love you ..

her grandfather has came to her house now hoping our meeting should be continued as they are going don't want any discontinuation ... :/ .. i am satisfied with her efforts to meet me . So i know she too likes meeting me so she will too give her best and i always give no comments ...... ;)

created a world record in history of talking in cell chatted for short 4 hours with shreya and i was not bored i wanted to talk more and more to her. her voice and that beautiful laugh and her sayings and her songs make my ears feel so good that i can't explain .......

will play cricket from tomorrow met risabh Today he was saying for cricket his vacations are starting ......

started betting with myself only as no money left today playing against Pune With Myself .....