Nothing s real everything is so so unjust what to say sometimes heart get pains that how could this possible "shreya" the witch , I am an ass hole so i have no right to say her . She confessed that she was in relationship with an Guy Ali before she was mine till all relationship she hided saying that Ali was his brother , now she confessed . she had so many X's before me and she talks to many now too . Its like Loving her is eating shit . I told her in some higher language that we both are doing this relationship just for enjoyment nothing real . I don't wanna leave her don't know why may be I afraid to leave alone . Leave this today I have self realization that study would pay me more than this creepy stuff's like love and all this dirty stuff can give me pain only , my life is like a shit now a days but i am still trying to get dissolved in this shit.