Yesterday shreya disclosed a one more truth that she was physical with 2 more other guys and was in a relationship with some more guys but was not physical after listening that , I reacted normally only today I have given break up in silent way . Now eyes are opened that nothing like true love exist . Or I would better say in my life it does not exist and in my life nothing like love exist . Its just sex and lust all around in my life now bored with this really anshu is coming on 5 th June she is the only girl left now with whom i can make out or love something i have never met her it will be our first meeting . Now will come out from this shit and will try to study its really tough i know but i can take that because , I have future to make ahead the only person who never failed me is my dad now i can't fail him he is my true Love . Finally i got a true love he is my father and I am proud to say that I love my daddy like heaven he is my life . Now study time anshu and many girls are still waiting for me . But I don't truly love them and they too know . Study is now first priority i know this in my heart and I know I will be sticking to what i am saying now .