When you don't see anything what you do is a question to be asked . When I don't see anything I go complete blank do annoying activity's controlling that would a bigger achievement I feel it will be for me . Every day i wake up I don't have great work to stick with , I just wake and move and move and move and think and think and think Its too tough sometimes . What I really want from this life is really unknown to me too . Today because of my anger I was Going to beat Rishabh while playing Cricket but I controlled So good of me . Had nice chat with sweet sweet akshu yesterday she sounds so sweet but she has a habit to never keep a secret saying something to her is like not keeping secret I told her about me and shreya past days before she told to her friend the same in front of me only , I actually hated that really but what to do I ignored . One thing I am good at that is doing nothing when needed . Today planning for movie first day first show kind of , Hoping it to be enjoyable .

Everyone is good i have eyes which are fuse

I don't know why everything is so complicated and round

I am in this atmosphere just surviving but nothing to use

Why my mind is blocked why heart is heavy I feel I am bound

The thing I want is not really easy to get

Neither its too tough to achieve

I just have to be calm and do little wait

Everything will be fine then i too will be feeling well and in ease

Its too tough to be satisfied Every time

Nothing in this world is bearable

So How could You take the things and wait for the tide

I know everything is bullshit and i know its is manageable