Everyday has something new to say , someday it says something someday the other thing but it is never silent . Everyday has its own importance sometimes you learn something sometimes you waste your own day . Its too easy to run hard but to run in equal manner is tough i feel sometimes. Loads of thought attack me time by time but i can't strike them in a particular moment why is so its difficult to let other feel what you are feeling now is really difficult deed to do . Feelings should be like wind free to move from here to there without any restriction and you can feel that too . It would be amazing if something like this get to happen . Sometimes its hard to wait for something as you know your waiting will cost nothing to the thing which you are waiting for . Everything is good and everything is bad you just need to read it . I was thinking and I self realized that for making my self feel better I lie to my self many times I observed . When shreya's message does not comes I really feel bad but to make my self feel little better I lie to my self that I don't really care . Running and learning both are too different process , running involves nothing learning requires courage sometimes . I am just trying trying to run but from whom I am running and why I am running is still a question for me too . I need someone I really need someone but I have many someone's then too i am not in relief , then too my mind is not calm . Its better to let things as they are going because doing something involves action and I believe that I am poor in acting .